I Still Survives

Why do I still survives??!
Yeah it's because I really loving you. Nothing else. It's all because of you, I am survive because you're the only one I want. I know this is very difficult because so many time you make me disappointed. But, who knows this feeling? Have you ever thought what I have done to you?

Why you can't give and take the time for me? Like going to some place, meet, sharing about something crazy, spending time together just you and me? You just busy with yourself. Whereas I just clam up and wait for you to realize. I didn't ask for anything more from you.

Maybe one day you will think “why she never understand me”. You are wrong. Now you will not be aware. But if you lose me, you'll feel all the things I have sacrificed for you. I always wait for you to send a message to me, waiting for you to play basketball, waiting for you to play football, waiting for you to study until finally you fall asleep without telling me. What is it lacking?

I know in the out there is someone who's can understand and make me happier than you. But I don't want to. Because I just love you, I just want you. Please, LISTEN TO ME...

Hey there's a girl who always waiting for you to understand:')

Distance

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming.
Do you feel the way I do? Right now.
I wish we would just give up,
'Cause the best part is falling.
Call it anything but love. 
And I will make sure to keep my distance.
Say I love you when you're not listening.
And how long can we keep this up, up, up?

Please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing.
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now.
I give you everything I am
All my broken heartbeats, until I know you'll understand.
And I will make sure to keep my distance.
Say I love you when you're not listening.
And how long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting for you to take me.
You keep waiting to save what we have.

So I'll make sure to keep my distance.
Say I love you when you're not listening.
And how long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance.
Say I love you when you're not listening.
How long 'till we call this love, love, love?