10 Februari 2013

19.06.2012 - 10.02.2013
Well, this moment come back again to us, this's where we have to decide and separate. I can't force on you, I could feel so tired, but actually I still can survive, but you let this relationship end and break up all the things we have done without feeling guilty, and left me alone.

Starting from you shush me without giving the news for a few days, yes it hurts, but I can't do anything. I can accept that.

You've changed in the past week. Your messages are getting shorter, phone calls died, and we're seeing each other less. I still can accept that.

But when I got the news that hurts, it made me desperate. My brain think hard, chest tightness, want to cry but I can't, because I'm weak. You don't realize it.

Until the time comes, you will told me, I'd been expecting. It was a bad sentence. Nightmare! And eventually we break up...
Just because the reasons that make no sense.

I will keep all the memories that never existed between us in my heart. Forever. Do you remember that word? *EndingOfBreakingDownPart2*

This's not because I am at all, I've tried my best to you during this time. I'm not going to regret this separation, because it's your choice, not me. But you have to remember how love I am to you, and you can't regret it one day.

I hope as soon as possible you'll realize. Because you'll not find a girl who's can love you like I do. I am not selfish, but it's a fact. Isn't it?

If you've noticed, immediately let me know, okay?

“Someday you're gonna realize

One day you'll see this through my eyes

By then I won't even be there

I'll be happy somewhere even if I cared”  - Someday (Nina)

I am done chasing you.

still in love with ya.

And if you have a minute why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go

Somewhere only we know?

The Injured,
Tesya

More Than This

I'm broken. Do you hear me?

I'm blinded, cause you are everything I see
I'm dancing, alone
I'm praying, that your heart will just turn around

And as I walk up to your door
My eye turns to face the floor
Cause I can't look you in the eyes and say

When he opens his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this, yeah
When he lays you down, I'm might just die inside
It just don't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this
Can love you more than this

If I'm louder, Would you see me?
Would you lay down in my arms and rescue me?
Cause we are, the same
You saved me, when you leave it scarred again
And then I see you on the street
In his arms, I get weak
My body feels I'm on my knees
Praying..

When he opens his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this, yeah
When he lays you down, I'm might just die inside
It just don't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this

I've never had the words to say
But now I'm asking you to stay
For a little while inside my arms
And as you close your eyes tonight
I pray that you will see the light
That's shining from the stars above

When he opens his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this
Cause I can love you more than this

When he lays you down, I'm might just die inside
It just don't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this

When he opens his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this

When he lays you down, I'm might just die inside
It just don't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this
Can love you more than this

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