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Minggu, 30 Desember 2012

The Way I Do

I miss you…
Whenever I miss you, I hug my teddy bear tight and imagine it’s you.

So I love this boy. He’s my world. But he doesn’t care. He’s off with some girl. She’s probably prettier than me. She’s probably nicer and smarter too. But no matter how great she is she’ll never love him like I do.

“Please don’t give up on me…”
I’m not an expert at relationships, I don’t know how to handle every fight we’re going to have, and I will never be a perfect person. We’re both still young, and we still have a lot more to learn. But I’m willing to take chances, to risk it all, and learn everything there is to know just so I can keep us together. I won’t give up on you. I PROMISE.

-I like his mischievous smile
-His rather weird hair
-His sense of humor
-His perverse mind
-His occasional annoying conversations
-The funny random noises he make
-The burning touch of his fingertips on my skin
-How he know most of the things in my mind

I know he’s not the cutest guy in the world. But still there’s something about him that makes my heart drop to my feet.

Falling in love with him is something I hadn’t expected. But being in love with him is something I couldn’t stop even if I tried.

Every second spent with you is a second I wouldn’t want to trade for anything in this world.

Sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing means absolutely everything to me.

His love for me is not measured by his hugs, kisses and attention. Even those holding hands won’t even work. He can show his love for me in his own simple ways.

I want someone who can’t wait to kiss me again even though it’s been a minute since they last did. I want someone who loves love songs and dedicates them to me.

My life’s a complete mess, but when he’s by my side, everything makes sense.

Me          : “I hate you! You dumbass! Go to hell!”
Him         : *kiss* “I love you…”

I’m jealous of people getting close to you especially when you show them the real you. It’s not that I’m selfish. I’m just afraid that you’ll become too happy with them and you’ll forget about me.

Him         : *hold* “Guys meet my girlfriend. Treat her well because I seriously love her!”
I want to be the girl you talk about, the only one you couldn’t live without. To be the one who makes your heart beat crazy and to say to your friends “she’s my girlfriend”

All I want is a guy who would memorize my favorite song just to sing it to me when I’m feeling down.

Him         : *pinch my cheeks* “weird face”
Me          : “Shut up! I hate you!”
Him         : “Liar! You’re the most beautiful girl for me.    I love you dummy. hahaha”
Me          : “I hate you! 100 times!!! I hate you, I hate you”
Him         : *hug* “I love you so much. Rock-a-bye baby, in the tree top, when the wind blow, the cradle will rock… lalala goodnight my princess”
Him         : “Don’t get too beautiful. OK?”
Me          : “Why not?”
Him         : “Because other men will look at you, and I won’t be happy.”
…FIGHT… After 5 minutes…
Him         : *whisper* “Just because we had on argument or I got mad at you doesn’t mean I’m going to break up with you. OK, sorry and I love you…”
Me          : “I love you too…”
Him         : “What’s with that face?”
Me          : “I’m jealous. Asshole!”
Him         : “You really look cute when you’re jealous. I love you. Okay? Only you”
Me          : “Let me go! I hate you!”
Him         : *hug* “Even if you tell me you hate me, I’m never letting go of you!”

When I’m missing you, I was like… T_T
But when I saw you again, and went like… ^_^

Me          : “I have to go. Bye!”
Him         : “Wait! You forgot something!”
Him         : *hug* “Please don’t forget to hug me next time. Okay?”

-The End-


From: Youtube - The way I do (Strawberrytelle)


Xxo, Tesya

Selasa, 18 Desember 2012

Go Fight For The One You Love

When you love someone not because of their superiority. Even if you're not able to sustain, but because of love is the one can make you strong with him. Maybe he is someone who does not appreciate and don't care about you "in the beginning", but you can change him to be more pay attention to you, although in a fairly long period of time and requires a lot of patience.

You'll remain keep it in any way with a lot of sacrifices, even though they're not aware of what you do for them. But if you keep trying, you can do it.

Trust me, if you continue to survive and try to change it slowly, one day the painful sacrifices would be repaid. The man who had been indifferent to you will be aware of what you have done for him. And he will be able to love you, more than you love him.

Therefore, if you really love him, go fighting before you lose someone who will love you back more than you imagine. Because usually people who initially don't care, if you be patient with him to change, he will be the one who loyal to you.


Love, Tesya

Kamis, 15 November 2012

I Still Survives

Why do I still survives??!
Yeah it's because I really loving you. Nothing else. It's all because of you, I am survive because you're the only one I want. I know this is very difficult because so many time you make me disappointed. But, who knows this feeling? Have you ever thought what I have done to you?

Why you can't give and take the time for me? Like going to some place, meet, sharing about something crazy, spending time together just you and me? You just busy with yourself. Whereas I just clam up and wait for you to realize. I didn't ask for anything more from you.
Maybe one day you will think “why she never understand me”. You are wrong. Now you will not be aware. But if you lose me, you'll feel all the things I have sacrificed for you. I always wait for you to send a message to me, waiting for you to play basketball, waiting for you to play football, waiting for you to study until finally you fall asleep without telling me. What is it lacking?
I know in the out there is someone who's can understand and make me happier than you. But I don't want to. Because I just love you, I just want you. Please, LISTEN TO ME...

Hey there's a girl who always waiting for you to understand:')
















Jumat, 09 November 2012

Distance

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming.
Do you feel the way I do? Right now.
I wish we would just give up,
'Cause the best part is falling.
Call it anything but love. 
And I will make sure to keep my distance.
Say I love you when you're not listening.
And how long can we keep this up, up, up?

Please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing.
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now.
I give you everything I am
All my broken heartbeats, until I know you'll understand.
And I will make sure to keep my distance.
Say I love you when you're not listening.
And how long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting for you to take me.
You keep waiting to save what we have.

So I'll make sure to keep my distance.
Say I love you when you're not listening.
And how long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance.
Say I love you when you're not listening.
How long 'till we call this love, love, love?

Sabtu, 27 Oktober 2012

Missing Something, The Part Of Me

Acara pulang bersama ke Padang yang biasanya naik mobil pribadi bareng keluarga, tapi tahun ini beda. Yaa kita sekarang masing-masing. Gue sama nyokap naik bus, sedangkan bokap naik mobil pribadi. Selama sekitar 2 minggu di Padang juga gue ketemu sama bokap cuma sekali dimesjid abis solat di hari lebaran dan itupun gak sampe "1 menit". 
Dan yang biasanya pergi jalan bareng-bareng tapi tahun ini gue cuma ngisi waktu dirumah... sendirian.

Idul Adha kali ini beda... Hal pertama gak pergi solat Idul Adha bareng yang biasanya jalan kaki berlima sekeluarga untuk kemesjid pagi-pagi.Yang kedua, kalau pulang solat sarapan bareng-bareng dulu tapi kali ini enggak. Dan yang ketiga, biasanya kalau dapet daging itu malem-malemnya langsung bakar-bakar didepan rumah. Tapi untuk tahun ini atau mungkin tahun-tahun seterusnya "Gak Akan Ada" yayaya I know.

Dan juga yang biasanya kalau libur panjang itu pergi jalan-jalan entah berenang, ke anyer atau ke puncak bareng sama keluarga, "mungkin" udah gak bisa lagi. 

Yang tiap malem nonton bareng diruang keluarga, kumpul-kumpul, talk about something crazy, dan masih banyak hal gila lainnya... itu semua ilang.

Yaa itu semenjak kejadian di akhir tahun 2011 dan awal tahun 2012. 
And I hate that incident. Forever.

“Honestly. The incident always haunt me. Every second I remember it, my heart beating so fast. I was missing something, the part of me.”


“I hope one day there is a miracle from God and restore all my happiness in the "past" with them, yaap with the people who's I love the most and hope to be together until death.


Missed, Tesya

Rabu, 24 Oktober 2012

Short Story About "Farewell" 227JHS'28

Setelah UN SMP (23 April - 26 April) selesai SMPN 227'28 punya trip atau bisa dibilang "acara perpisahan" tanggal 8-9 Mei 2012 ke Lembang, Bandung.

Tanggal 8 itu dimulai perjalanannya. Berawal dari jam 7 pagi ngumpul di lapangan asrama brimob. Sekitar jam 8 semua bus berangkat ke Bandung yeay. Dan kebetulan gue dapet bus spesial bareng orang-orang spesial juga pastinya meskipun busnya lebih kecil dari pada bus yang lain, but sense of fun is different from the others bus... 


T2 - Tegar Tesya
Main UNO di bus~

Jam setengah 11 mampir dulu ke pembensin yang ada di tol untuk nunggu satu bus yang ketinggalan karena nungguin anak yang telat dateng.






Crazy Couple from 96
Sekitar jam 11an ngelanjutin perjalanan lagi ke Cihampelas, Bandung untuk beli oleh-oleh dan jam setengah 1 baru sampe disana...









Sampe di Cihampelas~

Setelah dari Cihampelas jam 2 setelah makan siang kita lanjut lagi ke kebun strawberry gitu karena pergantian planning yang harusnya bukan kesitu, tapi karena udah kesorean mau gimana lagi... Dan jam 3 arrived at kebun strawberry~~



Khaisya & Yuan





Okey next jam 4 saatnya pergi ke penginapannya buat siap-siap untuk persiapan acara di malem harinya...

Jam setengah 8 abis makan malem acara puncaknya dimulai. Yang isinya ngasih penghargaan, hiburan (shuffle, solo, vocal group, dance, puisi, and many more), pidato perpisahan dan penutupan dengan acara tangis-tangisan yang dipimpin sama "Pak Supar" sekitar jam 1 malem yang ngebuat kepala jadi bener-bener pusing gara-gara nangis. Dan dimalem itu ngisi acara dengan lagu "butiran debu" sama Khaisya, Yuan, Moga, Opal;;)
MC



Band
Vocal Group
Vocal Group
Modern Dance
Traditional Dance

Part of sad
Keesokan harinya setelah makan pagi ada acara "tuker kado" dan gue dapet tupperware :/ Yahh it's better lah dari pada orang yang dapet kado dari gue yang isinya DOT BAYI?!! ahahaha

Abis acara tuker kado anak-anak packing untuk cabut dari penginapan dan lanjut ke plan trakhir yaitu TranStudio~
Sebelum turun dari bus anak-anak 96 (salaxis) ngasih kenang-kenangan dulu ke Pak Ali (wali kelas 96)


At Trans Studio:

















Jam 4 pergi ninggalin Bandung dan sampe di Jakarta jam stengah 10 malem tanggal 9 May 2012 with a new memories that will not be forgotten...




I'll miss 227'28...
I hope someday when we grow old we can get together to make the plan like this again.

Thanks for an amazing three years 

Love, Tesya
 
Rock On