How To Reveal?

When I feel useless. Sometimes doing too well to someone is painful, very painful. It is because we want to give s/he the best and make others happy. But if it's not appreciated? all to no avail. And I feel useless, again and again. Instead of me not insincere, but as it was too painful.

When I want to retain. And all have changed. Fight alone, yeah just myself.

When feel like rejected and ignored. Only could smile and forget about things like that in a moment in order not to feel pain.

No one will ever know how I feel. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. Again and again, only be harbored and smiled. May it seem very ordinary, but for a sense... unimaginable.

When I want to get a little attention, and result I didn't expect. Then I will always be silent, will not ask “WHY”. All the things that make the pain .. Can you understand this feeling?

Have you ever? Fell so deeply in love with someone, even though both of you were not meant to be. That feeling of holding on to a thread, so fragile and breakable if you pulled too hard at it. Our bond is so thin, its barely visible.

“Why do you still hold on, then?”

People asks all the time, but there's just no answer to it. There's simply no reason for love, nor any logics behind faith. However, there's a breaking point for everything, our relationship, nonetheless.

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