Bizarre

Hey. I had a disease. A strange illness. The disease could come at any time they want. There is no cure to fix me. Only be felt with great pain that pierced to the soul. The disease is inside, in the minds, hearts, and in the soul.

It is a feeling of illness where a person feels so useless and can be thought that they wanted to go away. This disease is an inner torment.

Whether you never feel alone and completely useless? And feel rejected by everything? Like life only you in there, the only drugs can be silent till that feeling is completely gone from mind.

Yes maybe I'm weird. No one will ever understand. But this is a disease that interferes with my life.

But in solitude, sometimes I realize that I had people who loved me and I will continue to love they till the end and hope that they will always be on my side. Forever.

Love me, Tesya