My Struggle

My Heart Now </3

When all was over, and we were far away ..

One day he came to me again and I don't know why.

Day after day I spent with him again, the world feels so wonderful.

But it all vanished instantly.

He forget me and left me again.

All my struggle to make him be mine again seems entirely in vain.

I'm willing to leave everything to him, I allow all my time just for him, I am willing to change everything..

But what in return? He gives only the hope of beginning  and last hope easily he's discard.

I can just be patient.

Many times I like this.

Do you feel what I feel? Definitely 'NO'

And now I will leave him because she will soon have someone in his heart.

I don't want to be like this again, but I can not do anything because it is 'a life'.

I'm sad, I'm tired, I'm frustrated, I'm disappointed, I was heartbroken, I'm dizzy, I'm confused, I and I ... : (

But I do not stop here, I'm still trying to find someone who truly appreciates all of my efforts.

For him, thank you for everything you did to me!

Someday you'll regret it: ')

Love, Tesya